I feel a little like a teenager, who blew off her date--and then wanted him back.
(Not that I ever did that.)
This is awkward.
I'm sorry I abandoned you. You know it wasn't intentional, right?
See, this little thing called Life got in the way of my writing. I know you've probably imagined the worst. But no, we didn't buy an SUV, I didn't take a job at Monsanto, and we haven't lost our Greenpeace membership.
Did I mention that I'm sorry?
If I tell you a story, will you forgive me? It might help you understand why I've been absent lately.
Once upon a time, there was a girl/woman/mom who loved to garden. She loved to garden so much that she would dream of flowers. She would garden all day. She would garden at night—in the dark. On Mother's Day, while her friends visited spas, her wish was to plant the vegetable garden. In the rain.
Eventually, she realized her gardening habit had become an obsession. At about this same time, she also realized that soon her youngest child would be firmly ensconced in that lovely institution called kindergarten. Because she had no desire to return to her former life as a PR exec, she knew it was time to turn the obsession into something more. A business. A green business. A green gardening business.
Actually, there's a little more to it. Like:
- 130 varieties of heirloom tomato plants
- 35 varieties of heirloom pepper plants
- Dozens of herbs and assorted heirloom veggies
- 5,000 seedlings growing in the downstairs of our house
- A commitment to use only organic methods and sustainable resources, including all shipping supplies and potting materials
- Even the plant labels biodegrade in a home compost system
Oh. Did I mention that many of the plants I'm growing are in danger of extinction? And that through my business, I'm hoping to encourage a new generation of organic kitchen gardeners?
Then, of course, there's the marketing, selling, writing, tending, babying, nurturing, and general coddling that both the plants and the business required.
Oh. And the family. Yep, they had needs, too.
So, there it is. I abandoned my writing for a bit, but not my greenish ways. If anything, starting Garden Delights has been an enormous learning experience in finding fabulous renewable resources—and not settling for less. It's been crazy, hairy, frustrating, and delightful...and time-consuming.
I love it.
So, I hope you'll check in now and then, because I'd love to renew our green conversations. While I've been seeding and weeding, with my nose in fish emulsion fertilizer (nasty, good stuff)--what have you been up to? Learned any good environmental lessons lately? Have some tips to share? I'd love to hear!
Happy growing and greening!